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Wednesday, March 10, 2004

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 02:40:56 GMT

Hey everyone, it's the much anticipated return of self wallowing and hating myself. YAY. that whole over thinking thing, back. all that shit about stuff being complicated, back with a vengence. O yeah that whole spineless thing, never left

Thursday, February 26, 2004

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 03:04:39 GMT

life is so cool. why don't people just stop being stupid. i just wish i could get an insight into a few certain people's minds. one in particular. why is it that the thought of certain people makes u wanna vaughmit ....... in a good way? confusion blows, as does life, and an assortment of other such things.

Monday, February 16, 2004

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 04:13:22 GMT

I can not sleep. It blows. I have to send tomorrow at home, so i'm gonna try to do homework. I won't get much done i bet. Listenin to some random music. Third eye blind right now. "How's it gonna be". It inda sucks how all the music i hear this whole weekend is about lovin someone. Because when u do like someone (not callin it love yet) and you can't tell them, it makes ya feel a little shitty. O well, don't wanna complain. I wish I wasn't so unconfident. And once again, wish I could stop over thinking.

Sunday, February 15, 2004

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 03:03:32 GMT

Lots of shit goin on. I love this weekend, 4 days of freedom from school. Unfortunately there is still the 11 hour work days. It's Valentine's day. I don't know what everyone's problem with this day is. It's one day, and so what if people who actually have someone to love and be loved by, if even only for a day want to flaunt it, more power to them. Be happy as much as possible, that's what i say. My school had a whole porn scandal which was odd. We made front page of the paper. and Mueller, principal, had a great quote "I'd much rather have my kids looking at porn than making pipe bombs." WOW. Back to related V day stuff. I need to quit over thinking. The select people who know what that means will most likely agree. Thinking is a blessing and a curse. It allows me to be able to plan out events in my life. However, it makes relationships and trying to start them so confusing and akward based solely on the fact that i make it akward by analyzing and thinking of all the possibilites. I digress. Tired as shit, need to sleep. Bye.

Thursday, February 12, 2004

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 20:44:00 GMT

Here's the deal people. God the almighty truly does hate me. I don't know why. We used to kick it ol' school but, all the sudden he's all like "Bitch What!" and i'm all like "WTF homey!"

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 18:45:47 GMT

WADUP? just got my computer back ..... muy muy alegre. Well, it's the end of the first day of exams. Only four more to go. NE body have a shotgun i can borrow, or perhaps a table saw ...... o even better i could really go for six feet of rope, a book on how to tie a neuse and a wobbly stool.

Thursday, December 04, 2003

Thu, 04 Dec 2003 22:13:45 GMT

UPDATE PENDING ........ WHORE

Friday, November 21, 2003

Fri, 21 Nov 2003 02:09:32 GMT

Band at the moment: Goo Goo Dolls
Career in future: professional ROCKSTAR
Dad's name: Thomas
Easiest person to talk to: Jacque
Favorite song at the moment: Hurt, Johnny Cash
Guy/Girls you've kissed: last time I counted …… 0

Hometown: cincinnati
Instruments you play: Guitar biotch
Job title: soon to be Manager (AX-MAN)
Kids: zip
Longest car ride ever: Florida (14 hours)
Mom's name: Vernice
Name of bf or gf: I doesn’t have none (ladies, the position is open)

Oldest sibling: Chris
Phobia[s]: Spiders and clowns
Quote you like: Hey buddy …. FUCK YOU(pater)
Relationship or one night stand: I’d have to experience one or the other to make that decision
Siblings: Chris, Jacque, Angela
Time you wake up: 6:20 weekdays 7:30 weekends
Unknown fact about me: I don’t know if ur eligible for such information

Vegetable you hate: most
Worst habit: crackin the knuckles

X-rays you've had: 2 X-Rays … 4 CAT Scans
Yummy food: can’t decide
Zodiac sign: L-E-O

Thursday, November 20, 2003

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 22:57:22 GMT

It's me it's me it's ... i'm goin no where with that. I just finished writing the directions for my spanish treasure map. It's loads o' fun. I'm a little bored right now. I have two tests tomorrow but i really don't feel like studying right now ... I'll most likely review whil i watch WRESTLING. I think i'm gonna start running pretty soon. Every day after school. It should be good, i could stand to lose a little weight. I any one has any suggestions for band names ..... for my band .... tell me about them i really need some. Other than that i've got nothing. catchya later

Thursday, November 20, 2003

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 01:14:24 GMT

Well, first post. Not quite sure what to write. Nothing cataclysmic going on in my boring horrible life. I guess this is it so far. Super Cool Wicked Badness!